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Entries from September 2008

Going on Week 6

September 29, 2008 · 1 Comment

I just returned to my apartment after taking out the trash. Some of the children living in our apartment complex recognize us and will say “hello” when they see us, and I usually try to practice a few Russian words with them. This morning in our courtyard I attempted to have a conversation in Russian with 3 boys playing soccer. My Russian is getting a little better, but really all I picked up from our conversation was that they asked where I lived, if I am an American, why I am in Karaganda, and that Sponge Bob is cool. Despite language challenges, I really enjoy “speaking” with nationals.

 

On Saturday we played baseball which, again, we do every week. Saturdays are a great chance to get to know some of our students better, to help them practice English, to help me practice my Russian, and to just relax and have fun. Sunday, Erich and I played soccer with some of our students. It was a lot of fun, and I realized just how bad at soccer I really am!

 

Today we begin our 4th week of teaching. It has really been a blessing so far. I really do enjoy teaching, although planning is not the most fun thing to do. But all in all I’m really liking my experience so far. I know there will be challenges and difficult days ahead, but I know Where My Help Comes From. And in this blessed assurance I find hope and peace – not a promise that I will succeed and prosper in everything, but simply knowledge that I am loved and cared for despite and amidst my circumstances. This Love is unfathomable. It blows my mind sometimes when I try to think about it.

 

I hope that this Love will breathe upon me

And fill me with its Holy Breath

So that when I inhale

It will come flooding in

And when I exhale

It will come pouring out

 

Thanks again for your support and for thinking of me. Please feel free anytime to leave a comment or a question about my experience here in Kazakhstan. May the Love that we don’t deserve yet are lavishly washed in, flow in and pour out of us.

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Some thoughts…

September 22, 2008 · Leave a Comment

I have recently finished reading War is a Force that Gives Us Meaning by Chris Hedges and am currently reading The Powers that Be by Walter Wink. Both books discuss the myth of war and redemptive violence.

 

In Wink’s book he talks about the creation stories of various major ancient civilizations, and in particular, Babylon. These creation stories usually involve a male god and a female god who war with each other. The male god is good and the female god represents evil and chaos. Of course, the female god stirs things up and creates chaos in the godly realm, so the intrinsically good, male god must conquer his chaotic counterpart in order to restore order. And from the destruction of the evil, female god, humanity is thus created. So the precedent is set; cosmic order requires the use of violence to set things right. Wink states that this ancient framework is the very foundation that the powers of yesterday and today, whether corporate, governmental, religious, or economic, are built upon and work within. 

 

He then talks about the complete difference of the Jewish creation story. He states, “The Bible portrays a good God who creates a good creation. Chaos does not resist order. Good is prior to evil. Neither evil nor violence is a part of the creation, but enter later, as a result of the first couple’s sin and the connivance of the serpent. A basically good reality is thus corrupted by free decisions reached by creatures. In this far more complex and subtle explanation of the origins of things, violence emerges for the first time as a problem requiring solution.” Violence is not the means by which the cosmos is created. Rather, it is problem needing a solution, not a cure for chaos.

 

And it’s interesting how our God chooses to solve the problem of chaos compared to the version of the male god in the other ancient systems. These male gods maintain order through violence and domination. Thus, they empower the powerful and honor the mighty. Redemption comes on the edge of sword and at the end of a spear. Kingdoms must also subdue those neighboring civilizations in order that this bordering chaos will not corrupt and unbalance the level of order established. This sounds so familiar, and is so similar to what we see happening with our own country today. Our leaders tell us to be afraid of the chaos of extremists abroad. In order to vanquish this chaos they make us believe the myth that violence is redemption; that through violent acts of war and retaliation, preemptive war and covert operations we will be saved. Just like the ancients, our kings and presidents offer salvation on the edge of a sword and at the end of the spear. In direct opposition to this image, we see our ancient system’s solution to evil of chaos. This solution was executed on the cross of another ancient belief system. It was proved dead by the end of a spear. This solution would stand in front of true evil and chaos, and with ultimate power in his hands to violently destroy that evil, he would walk like a lamb before his shearers, silently, in peace, and allow himself to be overcome by evil. In doing so he proved that violence is never redemption, for in its pursuit of order it ignores justice, the oppressed, the widow, the poor, the orphan, the needy, and the helpless. And from his resurrection he proved that in his system evil does not have the final word, and that evil will never be overcome by violence.

 

Jesus was labeled as “chaos” by the Romans and Jewish leaders. But the Jews forgot their own tradition and the Romans would soon learn of it. So the Romans and the Jewish leaders used violence against Jesus to put down the “chaos”. And at first that violence seemed to have won. It seemed to have brought redemption. But three days later true redemption rose from a conquered grave proving that violence never vanquishes “chaos”. It only perpetuates it.

 

In the ancient traditions man was created from the image of a god; and this god’s image was that of violence and murder. In our ancient tradition, man was created in the image of a God. But this God’s image was that of love and a goodness. On page 10 of War Is a Force that Gives Us Meaning Hedges states, “But war is a god, as the ancient Greeks and Romans knew, and its worship demands human sacrifice.” On that same note, whose image are we being molded in? Is it the image of America and the war (god) that it is propagating or is it the image of the Almighty? We must remember that patriotism, nationalism, and symbols such as pledges, flags and buildings are all manmade and can easily become idols. And we are creatures created to worship; it’s just a matter of what we will worship. Will it be something manmade or will it be something uncreated, something holy, something divine? Wink says, “The survival and welfare of the nation becomes the highest earthly and heavenly good. Here, a Power is made absolute. There can be no other gods before the nation.” The gods of war and nationalism, the Powers that Be, demand our allegiance. Our God also demands that we have no other gods before him. Who will we chose to serve?

 

There are many gods all calling for us to allow their hands to mold us into their image. I hope that I listen to Truth and Love and let him mold me rather than the gods of redemptive violence and war, rather than the idols that we have created.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Quick update and pics

September 21, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Hey, everyone. We’ve now been living in Karaganda for 1 month and teaching for 2 weeks. The time has flown by so far. Thanks for the thoughts. Here are so more pics of the city.

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Toppling Statues

September 14, 2008 · 1 Comment

I was looking through the Sept 2003 issue of National Geographic which had the images of Iraqis with the help of US soldiers pulling down the statue of Saddam Hussein. I was thinking about how some of us want to do that with President Bush right now, and how since the beginning of time, basically every leader’s time has run its course or his/her favor has waned and the people call for his/her head.

 

I do believe that Bush has made some terrible mistakes as president and has led America down a path toward empire. But we can’t just blame Bush for the ills in our country and around the world. Isn’t us who are not putting our lives into the service of the poor around the world? It’s not only Bush’s fault that 1/3 of the world is in poverty. It’s ours; as consumers, as apathetic rich Americans, as Christians lounging in our sloth.

 

We elect presidents and invest the wellbeing of the world in them. We believe that they are capable of changing the world and that they have the most difficult and important job in the world. What about us? Does this mean that our jobs are less important and that what we do in this life is somehow less significant than what our president’s do? I believe that this is a lie straight out of the devil’s mouth. He tells us to put our faith in our president, to pledge allegiance to a flag, to put our hope and faith in a man and his rallying symbols, rather than in the Prince of Peace and his living, spirit-led body. The devil has convinced us for too long that “small things with great love,” as Mother Teresa called them, are insignificant and meaningless. But when all our small things are combined and unified acting as one body under the lordship of Ultimate Great Love who can say that or actions are insignificant?

 

As the election is drawing closer, I wonder – who am I putting my trust in? Is it God or is it in an earthly idol? Maybe I should stop asking and relying on a President to change America and the world for the better. Maybe I myself need to start doing and being this change. We are not free of this responsibility. We are called to live lives set apart, but we live lives and place our hopes in a system very much in tune with the way the world works; the strong survive, the rich get richer, the proud and violent rise to power, and the meek, week, and humble get crushed under the feet of the free market and its superpowers’ natural selection.

 

So I cast my vote…not in favor of another president making promises he’ll never keep, doing things the way the world asks him to, bowing to rich supporters in direct opposition to the words of the Old Testament prophets. I cast my vote in favor of the already elected; all who claim the Name above all Names, by the power of The Word, who have been given a share in that power – a power that is not lorded over others, does not favor the powerful, but seeks to uplift the lost, the needy, the oppressed, the mourner, and the alien.

 

Please hold me to this standard. And when I act as the world acts, and put my faith in the world’s undoubtedly flawed systems, please remind who it is that I serve and that I was meant for much more.

 

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Some more pics…

September 13, 2008 · 3 Comments

Here are some pics of the school, my classroom, my students hard at work, and more around town. Enjoy!

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After…

September 12, 2008 · 1 Comment

So we have completed our first full week of teaching and Russian language lessons! It’s a good feeling to get things started, and I’m excited about the rest of the year. Erich, my teaching partner, and I have 4 different classes. On Mon/Wed I have the two intermediate classes, and on Tues/Thurs I have the two high-intermediate classes. Erich has the reverse schedule.

Our students seem very excited to strengthen their English skills. We have a diverse group; ages vary from 14 to middle age. Most students are highschool aged. Also, we have a good mix of Russian, Kazakh, a few Korean, and some other ethnicities. I am very excited to have the students teach me about their respective cultures.

On a different note:

On this anniversary of Sept 11, I repent of the vengeance and hatred that lingered so long and so potently on my tongue and in my mind. I said some awful things, and I supported some very un-Christ-like actions. Please forgive me for so easily and quickly turning from the teaching of Jesus. And please hold me accountable when I am tempted to hate my enemy and retaliate in vengeance.

 

I will try to give some more details about Karaganda soon as well as post some pictures.

 

Again, please keep me in your thoughts. Thanks for thinking of me. It is much appreciated.

 

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